ask me something, anything!
ask me something you've always wanted to ask, but were afraid to.
ask me something you'd like to know about me.
or tell me something you've always wanted to tell me.
or tell me what you think of me.

post anonymously if you'd like.
:)

Asia
Originally uploaded by J. CHU.

I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back as you're lying there, drifting off to sleep... I'll be the platform shoes; undo what heredity's done to you, you won't have to strain to look into my eyes. I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat with the collar up so you won't catch a cold.



Everything has been too crazy / too good lately.

We live and we learn, we crash and we burn
Now if you know what I know you need to work it out
If you ain't happy with yourself you need to work it out
You havin' problems with your family then work it out
The things we go through just to work it out.
I work it out when the situation seems unworkable, unreversible
Many worse, many men converse
soul search, sweat it out
then we try to work it out.

Date:	2006-09-10 17:08
Subject:	life.
Security:	Public
Mood:	relaxed
Music:	Summer love/Set the mood- Justin Timberlake

( oOoOoOoOOOOoohh yeee )

Date:	2006-09-06 23:28
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted
Music:	Future Sound- j5

Her development, her freedom, her independence, must come from and through herself. First, by asserting herself as a personality, and not as a sex commodity. Second, by refusing the right of anyone over her body; by refusing to bear children, unless she wants them, by refusing to be a servant to God, the State, society, the husband, the family, etc., by making her life simpler, but deeper and richer. That is, by trying to learn the meaning and substance of life in all its complexities; by freeing herself from the fear of public opinion and public condemnation.

ahhhhhhhhhhh everything is so tiring lately
i've been such a grandma and knocking out at like 11:00
today the headlight completely fell off of my car, ridiculous. we've spent like $500+ every month on repairs for it so my mom and i decided to buy a new car. i'm paying for the down payment and 1/2 of the monthly payments so don't give me shit and call me a spoiled brat. oooh but it will be so nice to have a/c and CUP HOLDERS!!
adrian ripped out my hoop earring the other day, ouch
today i saw the perfect mix of Adrian Grenier and Hyde. heelloooo dream guy or what????
i am cussing so much lately
i've realized that i've never hung out with my 4 closest friends all together before... they all know of each other but aren't friends. weird ey?
also last thing- is EVERYONE in a relationship now or what? everywhere i go i see like a zillion couples. also i hate when you start liking a guy but find out that he has a girlfriend what a cockblock seriously.
kidding.

( graduation, obv )

San Diego

Date:	2006-06-14 23:39
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy

high school!


Basically I'm too lazy to post a bunch of pictures on here so just go on my myspace and look at the slideshow. :)


Life is gooooood.

Date:	2006-06-02 22:15
Subject:	Dude, this is the perfect song to listen to right now.
Security:	Public
Mood:	optimistic
Music:	Free Bird- Lynyrd Skynyrd

( yaa! )

Jun 10 2006 8:00P
CocoRosie @ Troubadour
Jun 19 2006 8:00P
Camera Obscura @ Troubadour
Jun 23 2006 8:00P
Gnarls Barkley @ Avalon
Aug 13 2006 8:00P
Mates of State @ Greek Theatre



whooooooooo whooo whoooooo wants to come with me???????????

You know what? I really fucking am trying. If you only took the time to ask me how I'm doing or what's going on in my life you could see that. It's just really hard trying to talk to you because you assume and think I am going to say something but that's really not what I'm trying to say at all. I'm trying to talk and you just cut me off mid-sentence, every single time. When I ask you to please respect the fact that I am talking and to just let me finish my sentence you roll your eyes and sigh at me. I wish you knew how hard it is trying to get through to you.

Besides that... I'm getting back in the weird funk I was in mid-February. Things are starting to act up again. Not so good.



I have 2 days of high school left. Come play with me.

Okay so it is almost 2 am and I can't sleep and I was just wondering why so many people have pictures of themselves making a sideways peace sign with their fingers, making those godawful kissy lips, and are looking up?

Dude why is life so weird & why are people so whack nowadays?
All I want is to be carefree but still on the right track.
All I want is someone who will be there for me and who will make me feel better about myself and assure me. Not just drop out of my life after a few months.

Everyday I am reminded of him and hear about him and think I see him but it is just someone who looks similar to him. Well, I guess it's not just him but all the other ones too. I'm going crazy.



Oh wellz I have spent over $1000 since like March. What's the deal????

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So, I don't know what is going on but that 50 year old phatabulous black woman inside of me is slowly being whittled down to a 21 year old bootylicious hella fresh rap music video ho in her sexual prime.
I really want to get airbrushed nails and obnoxious hoops for prom but Marcus won't let me. Sigh.

So I have decided that I want to be either:
a. Forensic anthropologist a la Dr. Temperance Brennan
b. Detective for the Special Victims Unit a la Detective Olivia Benson
c. Explorer or photographer for National Geographic
d. Rap music video ho
e. Hippie
f. Mtv VJ!
g. Member of Real World

Date:	2006-04-26 15:56
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	peaceful
Music:	9 Milli Bros- Ghostface

So, Pauline and I went hiking the other day.... sort of.

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Today I found the perfect cafe & vintage/antique furniture shop.