drop me in the bay and watch me hold you steady

telegramsaid @ 2006-12-19T23:09:00

2006-12-20T07:09:25Z

ask me something, anything!
ask me something you've always wanted to ask, but were afraid to.
ask me something you'd like to know about me.
or tell me something you've always wanted to tell me.
or tell me what you think of me.

post anonymously if you'd like.
:)

telegramsaid @ 2006-12-03T21:43:00

2006-12-04T05:43:02Z

Asia
Originally uploaded by J. CHU.

heeee hee heee.
I think I'm going to start using my camera again. Who wants to come with me to parks and zoos and random places to take photos????

In other news............ I am sooooo ready to be dunzo with school.
I think I am going to be a professional sleeper. I slept a total of 24+ hours this weekend.
I'm becoming a recluse again. After months of going out everyday and constantly being with people, it's kind of refreshing.

i love it when you call me big poppa!

2006-11-05T17:16:24Z

I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back as you're lying there, drifting off to sleep... I'll be the platform shoes; undo what heredity's done to you, you won't have to strain to look into my eyes. I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat with the collar up so you won't catch a cold.

Everything has been too crazy / too good lately.

telegramsaid @ 2006-10-11T21:12:00

2006-10-12T04:14:48Z

We live and we learn, we crash and we burn
Now if you know what I know you need to work it out
If you ain't happy with yourself you need to work it out
You havin' problems with your family then work it out
The things we go through just to work it out.
I work it out when the situation seems unworkable, unreversible
Many worse, many men converse
soul search, sweat it out
then we try to work it out.

life.

2006-09-11T00:17:16Z

And then eventually I was the only one still amused by it.... sigh.

So, WOW love community college, loves it. The teachers lay out everything... so easy.... loves it! HAaha.

Anywhoville, life is treating me so well. I have never been so happy before. :)

telegramsaid @ 2006-09-06T23:28:00

2006-09-07T06:29:28Z

Her development, her freedom, her independence, must come from and through herself. First, by asserting herself as a personality, and not as a sex commodity. Second, by refusing the right of anyone over her body; by refusing to bear children, unless she wants them, by refusing to be a servant to God, the State, society, the husband, the family, etc., by making her life simpler, but deeper and richer. That is, by trying to learn the meaning and substance of life in all its complexities; by freeing herself from the fear of public opinion and public condemnation.

"Jenn!!!! Where is my headlight??!!!??!

2006-07-12T08:07:21Z

ahhhhhhhhhhh everything is so tiring lately
i've been such a grandma and knocking out at like 11:00
today the headlight completely fell off of my car, ridiculous. we've spent like $500+ every month on repairs for it so my mom and i decided to buy a new car. i'm paying for the down payment and 1/2 of the monthly payments so don't give me shit and call me a spoiled brat. oooh but it will be so nice to have a/c and CUP HOLDERS!!
adrian ripped out my hoop earring the other day, ouch
today i saw the perfect mix of Adrian Grenier and Hyde. heelloooo dream guy or what????
i am cussing so much lately
i've realized that i've never hung out with my 4 closest friends all together before... they all know of each other but aren't friends. weird ey?
also last thing- is EVERYONE in a relationship now or what? everywhere i go i see like a zillion couples. also i hate when you start liking a guy but find out that he has a girlfriend what a cockblock seriously.
kidding.

telegramsaid @ 2006-06-30T11:32:00

2006-06-30T18:30:52Z

Why so sad, panda bear? You are a buffet of manliness!

2006-06-22T06:11:16Z

I have been feeling so refreshed and in the words of Mr. Charlie Wallflower himself - infinite. I suppose a large part of it has to be with being done with high school and all the petty things that are involved with it and just the whole concept of starting, pardon the cheesy cliche but, a new chapter of my life. I watched Dazed & Confused again the other day and this line keeps popping up in my head - "All I'm saying is that if I ever start referring to these as the best years of my life - remind me to kill myself." Seriously, I love that. It’s not to say that high school was crappy because I have had my fair share of infinite moments but to me the bad have outweighed the good and I think the really good times are yet to come. I mean maybe I'm getting ahead of myself and thinking myself to be more mature than I actually am, but I'm just sayin'. I don't mean that college will be one big party rollercoaster but I just think (hope, really really hope) that I will meet much more quality people and that I will go through another change and just experience so many more things. Well, I guess that all seems pretty obvious but you know what I mean? Lalala, moving on...

For all those that are just dying with curiousity about the new haps in my life, don't even trip. I got a job with Vector Marketing where I have to be all pseudo-businesswoman like, I even have to dress the part. Today I dipped into my mom's closet and man oh man did I find some gems in there or what! No seriously though, why did I never realize how many cool clothes she has. I found 3 shirts that remind me of Chloe/Marni/Miu Miu. V. nice. Anywho, I'm going off topic. So for those that don't know my mom is like the epitome of Mrs. Businesswoman when she gets in work mode so I'm pretty sure I'll just be taking from her closet for worky work.
Um, lessee, my first class at FC starts next week... sigh, no words man. I haven't dated anyone for so long that I don't even remember what to do during a date anymore ahhahaha oh cruel life.
My dog is my best friend now. Seriously why are people so busy lately??? It makes me sad. Call me to hang out, damn it.
I have seen so many beautiful things/people/movies/art these 2 months that I am just so inspired. I just don't know how to present this inspiration. Oh cruel life part 2.
On my trip to San Diego everything went wrong. Not even exaggerating, the second I got on the car my period started, I got sunburned for the first time in my life!!, the hotel ran out of rooms so put us in a business conference room, when I went to buy Midol from the gift shop the person in front of me bought the last bottle, the only cute guy I saw emerged from the elevator as I was on my way back from the pool satisfying an itch on my breastesis and was looking all grumpy and red and blotchy and my hair resembled SATAN. Oh cruel life part 3!!!!!

summatime. feels gooood.

2006-06-19T23:08:38Z

San Diego

telegramsaid @ 2006-06-14T23:39:00

2006-06-15T06:40:53Z

high school!

Basically I'm too lazy to post a bunch of pictures on here so just go on my myspace and look at the slideshow. :)

Life is gooooood.

Dude, this is the perfect song to listen to right now.

2006-06-03T05:31:42Z

Mr. Schultz

Good ol' Po Po

Grandpa!

Something some girl wrote...

"Shit. Ey, all of you shut up!"

Mr. Smith

The Andster "Sexy Beast"

So, Andy thought I was a lesbian up until about 2 weeks ago.

Crazy little Priya

Doesn't my head look so weird? Ahaha.

Tiff!

Brizzle!

Nick Shum! I've known him since like 1st grade but I've never really had a conversation with him. Weird, eh?

SOUPLANTATION

Henaaa

Wesley D. Boothe. And me being short.

The little breakdancing greaser, Ryan. Aw.

This foooool....

So Marcus had to help me with this one ahah.

Lizabitch!

Thunie

Nummie

PC Girls

PC Huddle :(

Aye. What can I say? It's been a whirlwind. I've had my share of good high school experiences mixed along with all the bad ones. In this year however, the good has definitely been more than the bad. Just like with every year that passes, I've grown so much and changed for the better. I look back on the things I've done or the way I've acted and can't help but laugh and cry. High school has been a whirlwind and I'm glad it's over and done with because I can't wait to see what life has in store for me now.
There is so much more I want to say but I'll save that for another time. For now I will just say- bring on the good times!!!

Oh, so I realized I never posted pictures from prom so here are a few:

:(

2006-06-01T06:26:53Z

Jun 10 2006 8:00P
CocoRosie @ Troubadour
Jun 19 2006 8:00P
Camera Obscura @ Troubadour
Jun 23 2006 8:00P
Gnarls Barkley @ Avalon
Aug 13 2006 8:00P
Mates of State @ Greek Theatre

whooooooooo whooo whoooooo wants to come with me???????????

telegramsaid @ 2006-05-31T14:41:00

2006-05-31T21:45:17Z

You know what? I really fucking am trying. If you only took the time to ask me how I'm doing or what's going on in my life you could see that. It's just really hard trying to talk to you because you assume and think I am going to say something but that's really not what I'm trying to say at all. I'm trying to talk and you just cut me off mid-sentence, every single time. When I ask you to please respect the fact that I am talking and to just let me finish my sentence you roll your eyes and sigh at me. I wish you knew how hard it is trying to get through to you.

Besides that... I'm getting back in the weird funk I was in mid-February. Things are starting to act up again. Not so good.

I have 2 days of high school left. Come play with me.

telegramsaid @ 2006-05-17T01:51:00

2006-05-17T09:01:32Z

Okay so it is almost 2 am and I can't sleep and I was just wondering why so many people have pictures of themselves making a sideways peace sign with their fingers, making those godawful kissy lips, and are looking up?

telegramsaid @ 2006-05-16T21:59:00

2006-05-17T05:02:17Z

Dude why is life so weird & why are people so whack nowadays?
All I want is to be carefree but still on the right track.
All I want is someone who will be there for me and who will make me feel better about myself and assure me. Not just drop out of my life after a few months.

Everyday I am reminded of him and hear about him and think I see him but it is just someone who looks similar to him. Well, I guess it's not just him but all the other ones too. I'm going crazy.

Oh wellz I have spent over $1000 since like March. What's the deal????

telegramsaid @ 2006-05-07T00:30:00

2006-05-07T08:44:43Z

Oh, life. You kill me sometimes.

Yesterday was nuts! I did a lot of rolling my eyes, screaming, and telling myself to just inhale and exhale.
But more importantly is that today was a good good day. And even more importantly is that I drive everywhere now (kind of). I'm home alone most of the time so I just take my mom's car out and get food and go shopping. I got lost today and seriously made like 3 circles around the same place and had to end up taking the freeway. I was freaking out because I had no idea where I was going and my parents were going to be home in like 10 minutes. I'm nuts.
Anyway, as I was saying today was suhh gooood.
This morning I woke up and got coffee and a salad and shopped for a little bit. Then, you know, got lost and lost my mind. Then I went to Nordstrom to get my prom dress (finally! I cannot wait for Prom. Marcus & I are gunna look goood.) and these cutie sandals that I've had my eye on for so long now. Except the sandals make me feel like a Hilary/Nicole/Lindsay. Minus the whole skinny thing. After that, went to my neighbor's house and chilled by their pool, seriously feeling like a stuck-up white girl from the Hamptons. I had a fruit drink and was melting in their jacuzzi listening to jams on my ipod and eventually fell asleep beside the jacuzzi. After all that, went to watch The Benchwarmers and seriously died. At the times when the theater was all quiet I was busting up and laughing nonstop throughout the whole movie.

I'm luhvin my Spanish class because my teacher is having people bring in food from Latin American countries for extra credit. Grubbin everyday, man.

I don't know. Life is good. Lots of stuff are happening.

telegramsaid @ 2006-04-28T20:38:00

2006-04-29T04:03:11Z

So, I don't know what is going on but that 50 year old phatabulous black woman inside of me is slowly being whittled down to a 21 year old bootylicious hella fresh rap music video ho in her sexual prime.
I really want to get airbrushed nails and obnoxious hoops for prom but Marcus won't let me. Sigh.

So I have decided that I want to be either:
a. Forensic anthropologist a la Dr. Temperance Brennan
b. Detective for the Special Victims Unit a la Detective Olivia Benson
c. Explorer or photographer for National Geographic
d. Rap music video ho
e. Hippie
f. Mtv VJ!
g. Member of Real World

telegramsaid @ 2006-04-26T15:56:00

2006-04-26T23:15:45Z

So, Pauline and I went hiking the other day.... sort of.

Ugh, life has been so good to me lately. Feels goooood. Sooo chill.
I've just been coming home and watching Lost/Charmed/soap operas and sleeping a lot.
School has been... 1st period: Chatting with Priya, reading, and listening to my ipod.
2nd period: Just sitting around and listening to my ipod or being out of class walking around.
3rd period: Try to pay attention but mostly just laugh and zone out.
4th period: Talk to Mr. Smith about Lost or read and listen to my ipod.
5th period: Walk around, listen to my ipod, go to ASB with Phil-o to get our grub on, and talk and laugh with the lovely people in PC.
This week though, I've been hanging out a lot in Mr. Jo's room and not really going to my classes. Oops.

Sooooooo chiiiill!

Even caramel sundae is gettin' touched

2006-04-16T01:10:13Z

Today I found the perfect cafe & vintage/antique furniture shop.

What I tell myself everyday:

2006-04-13T07:22:40Z

Parking spots in Cisco

2005.

2006-04-11T05:57:12Z

I kinda wish my bangs were this short again.

The new MOS is so dreamy and fantastic. They are definitely one of my favorites again.

I just want my sailor to sail back to me.

2006-04-09T19:10:26Z

Lazy days.

trill recognize trill

2006-03-28T06:32:35Z

So I just ran 5 miles, wtf!!!!?!
And when did Gideon Yago become such a babe?
I have never laughed harder at commercials in my life!! My favorites are Burker King and Skittles. Hahah but seriously I laugh at everything lately.
All I can listen to is crazy ass rap. Sigh.

Okay, ferreal though the point of this post was to say that I love the jellyfish... if you don't find the humor in the jellyfish..... ya craaazy!

Pauline

2006-03-24T00:19:48Z